Tuesday, May 26, 2009

We had a H1N1 scare today. My mom called me at around 4 in the afternoon to say that she will not be able to come back home in time to prepare dinner as she has to stay at the clinic so as to not endanger us.

When she called, I couldn't understand what she was saying. She said that they have to wait for some test results and I was like what test results and why are you telling me this? It was only when she mentioned that the freaking person who visited the clinic had been to Japan and returned yesterday with fever and stuff did I put the two matters together.

I was bewildered, worried and pissed after hearing that from my mom. And had to wait till 6pm before the test results came in. That 2 hours was damn agonising. Brought me back to 6 years SARS period when my dad was admitted to the hospital(not because of SARS but for some other illness)

Ok. Feeling pissed only came when my mom came back and narrated the whole incident to me and my brother. The person who had fever had actually visited my mom's clinic early in the morning at around 9 plus. Knowing that he has fever and had just returned from an infected country he should have done the responsible thing to stay at home, dial for the ambulance that will take him to the hospital. But no. That bugger decides, I should perhaps try to take more people down with me if I have that virus. Maybe that's not what he was thinking, but his actions clearly states that. I mean, hello? Unless you have been living in outer space or something you should have been familiar with the steps that the government have in place for this kind of cases. So what if you visit the clinic? The procedures are still the same and you have done another extra step in which endangered not only you but the doctors, personnels and patients at the clinic. It is lucky that the test came back negative, what if it had been negative? The patients who are at the same clinic as you will have been in a most dangerous position since their immune system is already down making it harder for them to reject the virus from their system.

Second reason that I was pissed was at the way my mom's boss handled the whole situation. Instead of closing the clinic and wait for the report after the case was found, that stupid boss decide to continue to 'welcome' patients into the clinic while the boss made a quick getaway from the abovesaid clinic. WAT THE HELL!!

Just because of that few money you decide to put all the patients who come into the clinic at risk while you just escape from all this stuff? How irresponsible can one get? What if that have been a confirmed case? The tracing of all the patients will be hard and not only do the personnels have to be quarantined, the patients, their families will also have to be isolated. Where will they be at may I know? There is a certain amount of space contraints at the Aloha resorts. If it had came to the worst scenerio, where will the people be quarantined at? Your house? This is so frustrating. Why do such kind of people exist in the world?? RAWR!!!!

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Saturday, May 23, 2009

Busy Busy Busy!!!!

First things first. Results were released on Thursday midnight(which is techincally Friday). Even though my results weren't fantastic, I improved. And that's good news right? Ok. At least it is good news for me anyway. Higher chance of getting exchange if I am going to apply for it this coming semster anyway.

Next, CAMP!!!

Ok. It was quite fun actually. Made me feel like a freshman again. At least the first part of the camp where everyone seems to everyone else except for me it gave the role of being a "freshman" a unusual feeling that I thought I will not have to face now that I am a senior. I was quite a loner until some kind soul decided to talk to me. But after that it was quite fun. The ice-breakers was noisy messy and painful. I have a few photos to show the bruises I suffered from the ice-breakers.

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009

It's been a long time since I walked into the cinema to watch a movie. The last movie I watched in a movie theatre was Wall-E?, which is like a movie from last year.

And the thing is I didn't actually plan for a movie today. I was feeling super damn bored at home that even the computer no longer holds any interest for me when I decided to message Siti to ask her out for the movie session. And that was like 2 hours before the movie was to be screened at Vivo. I opted for the movie session to be at Vivo GMax because for one I haven't been there at all since it opened and second, I heard it has big legroom.

Boy!! That was the best movie session that I had because of the BIG legroom. And because the row of seats beside me were empty and the arm rest could be shifted up I was practically lying down at the movie theater watching Angels and Demons. LOL.

Ok. About the movie now. It wasn't what I expected and I think it fall quite alot below expectations. I rather like Da Vinci Code much better than this movie. But I have to agree the suspense of the show was great but that maybe because I didn't read the book before watching the show. But Hoca came to mind midway through the show when all the scary sound effects came on. And it was not because Hoca is scary that triggered off the thought but what he thought in Film Theoy class last sem about how sound effects employed by Hollywood films makes the audience feel scared more than what is happening on screen. I was thinking what if they stripped off the soundeffects?(especially the heavy breathing like the person has just run a marathon when he is actually just walking through a winding tunnel.) The scary element will be gone, instead what will be left is things that may seem funny.

And the problem with subtitles, sometimes they appear sometimes they don't, especially annoying at the start when it was supposed to introduce some place and the subtitle appeared in mandarin with no english translation. My mandarin standard may be alright but its still takes some time for me to read and understand what it is saying. If there had been English subtitles at the start of the movie, I might not have felt as lost.

But that guy who betrayed the church is hot!!! LOL.. Especially when he sustained a few injuries close to the end of the movie. It kinda offset the outrage that I had when the truth was revealed. HAHAHAHAHA. The other guy who is hot in the movie was also on the evil side. I guess I have a soft spot for bad guys? Only if they have brown hair and brown eyes!! LOL..

Oh wells. Good guys always have to prevail at the end of the Hollywood movie so no brownie points for guessing correctly what happened to the evil guys at the end. And it is always the evil guys who look so cute. *sigh*

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Tuesday, May 12, 2009

I hate obligations. Whenever I sniff one that is near I just wanna run the other way.

I admit. I am a coward. But I just wanna be a kid longer. Is it too much to ask for?

I have the rest of my life to work on how to be an adult, but just that short span of time to be a kid.

I feel trapped under the obligations that I have to make now. I am feeling like a 16 year old person trapped in the body of a 20 year old who has a mind of a 30 or maybe 40 year old person. I just wanna be happy and be doing things that I love. Is it so much to ask? Why are human beings such complex and complicated species? And why do I have to care so much about toeing the line?

I have found myself, only to them buried and hidden away. Before long, I might become someone that I don't even know just so that I can take care of everything that is in my life now. How I wish that I can throw everything away and just go on having holidays forever. I do not want to have be binded by the obligations!!!! But you left me with no choice when you chose the path that you did. Then again, when was there ever a choice given to me? I had no say as to whether I could have gone into a JC or poly, it was forced on me. I couldn't choose the course that I wanted when I was in JC and I had to make do with what you thought was good for me. Even in primary school, the CCA that I wanted was replaced with another of your choice and I had to accept it. What more can I do?

And now I have to fill into your role and it is suffocating me. How can you expect someone so young to be able to manage the things that you left behind? I'm envious of people within my own age group who can do things that they want, spend the money that they like and can be so carefree. I even envy my own brother who is able to lead the life that I wasn't able to have when I was his age. I am trying to the best of my ability but I do not know when, just when I might give up on everything here and leave.

Perhaps the trip to Korea is a starting point.

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Monday, May 4, 2009

有時候太堅強　笑容卻填不滿眼眶
越是想要隱藏　歌聲就唱的更響亮
直搗入到心底最深處
你不要追問我　還缺了些什麼

每個人都有夢　幸福總站在最遠方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手擁抱
誰的心是我最後一站
我強問我自己　現在還沒有個答案

我不是你想像那麼勇敢
多想讓你保護能流淚一場
讓我放下武裝　像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上

每個人都有夢　幸福總站在最遠方
心中越是渴望　越是不敢伸手擁抱
誰的心是我最後一站
我強問我自己　現在還沒有個答案

我不是你想像那麼勇敢
多想讓你保護能流淚一場
讓我放下武裝　像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上

我不是你想像總是扮演堅強
多想讓你知道我也要個伴
放下討厭武裝　像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上

我不是你想像的那麼勇敢

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Saturday, May 2, 2009

Thought I will share something that I saw which was funny.

I was living a comment on someone's livejournal entry and was supposed to log in using my password and user-id.

I got to the page that says.

"Please confirm that you are a human"

How should I go about doing it?

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Saturday, April 25, 2009

YAY!!! Exams have finally ended!!!

I don't want to care about how I might do for it now. I just want to PLAY!!! And maybe find work so that I CAN SPEND IN KOREA!!

YES!! I am finally going to Korea.(even though I will only be going there for a holiday.) Booked the tickets 2 weeks ago at a freaking cheap rate of $697 from Singapore Airlines and it's a direct flight. =DD

And now that exams are over I can continue to plan the places of interest I want to go in June!! I can't wait for the time to come where I can shop like CRAZY!! HAHAHAHAHA

But first I need a job. So if anyone might have a job offer or something can try telling me.. =DD

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